It's a mix of raw emotions. But relief is taking center stage. I've made several attempts before and I failed in following through by choice. There were always excuses. I've subjugated my soul in exchange for what? I don't know, really. I don't.
It's true what's been said about choosing your battles.I need to choose mine wisely.I'm a warrior by heart. I've proven that countless times.I think two years of this is enough. I can't change things, but I can change my circumstances.
For the first time in a very long time I can now say that I feel more like myself.