Monday, May 19, 2008

Drowning in Stagnant Waters

"Serendipity goes against the grain of narrow focus thinking, where you concentrate your mind upon an objective or goal to the exclusion of all else." - John Adair

Swimming is not one of my strengths. But I try. I swim upstream and I make it happen, I get there. Swimming in stagnant waters is another matter though. It is slowly killing my will to move forward. It seems as if every effort, every small win, is never enough.

The darkness is real to me. The cold is seeping through my veins. My heart is beating a loud lament of confusion and dismay. I am drowning in stagnant waters. I am dying of something from which my heart is yearning to be free.

It is always never enough. Never, ever enough.

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